It has put me in a state of pure and utter despair. I *feel* confused but at the same time im terrified to admit that??? NOBODY deserves to die like that. I don’t agree with Kirk or anything he has said in the past, but I am NOT celebrating his death as a “win”. I don’t believe in what has happened to him. I focus on love, kindness, and agreeing to disagree. You can have whatever opinion you want to have, and that’s the beauty of being a human. He did not deserve to be shot down so violently. Ugh. It breaks my heart for his wife and children. I just can’t imagine watching your husband or wife be shot in the jugular and bleed out like that on a college campus. I watched it happen and was instantly sick to my stomach. Ugh. I feel angry? I feel confused? I’m disappointed in my friends for their immature headspace. The whole thing is just a fucking disaster.